New-age and female disempowerment

My narcissistic male ancestors 100% want me to be their channel, so that they can have power in earth.

I think that was their “plan”.

The control the shamans had over their communities make big pharma look light. What is worse? Taking a pill is just taking a pill. Noone’s ego is being massaged. You are not pumping up humans to make them feel they are Gods.

These male shamans would feed off female energy around them, using women to grow their powers. Their male kundalini energy being the be all and end all of existence.

Male shamanism is all about moving around energy, forcing it in different directions. Catharsis. Making it uniform and empty. There is no healing, resolution or internal process.

No process. No thought. No growth.

You are sad. We will force you to cry by lancing your field. Now shut up.

You are angry. We will contain your energy by force.

That doesn’t lead anywhere. No soul healing. It just grows the ego of the “healer”. They “own” you now. You don’t know how to proceed without them.

They imposed their own ideas of survival and ruled by fear.

We heal by living our lives, the choices we make. By systematic change. Women will heal by living lives as free and whole people. By being listened to, by having control of their lives. By using their own intelligence.

Psychic stuff was a trap. I guess new age is the alternative. But anything psychic is of the mind, and its actually backwards and from the past. All I have gotten from it is a plethora of male lecturing. All these egotistical voices. Always male. Always egotistical.

The message is mostly the same: limit your ideas and ambitions. Do not take the glory, attention and control away from the men.

For example, they did not want me to take my place at Cambridge as that place “should” have gone to a male. I could feel them feeling sorry for the male. They wanted me to feel sorry for him.

Same with these jobs. I was allowed to have a “job” if it did not impede the ambitions of males around me. In spirit, I feel that these male entities apologise to the other male entities of the job situation. Try to gain permission for me to be there, even if it makes their own male charges look bad.

“Oh, excuse me, sorry for this woman, she is trying to prove herself, we know its annoying for your men. Look, just take her work and ideas in compensation for the bother she has caused you. Silly woman.”

Because I chose not to get married, and have no interest in being trapped in that, they believe I am a child and should be chaperoned in spirit. They don’t understand anything else.

These guys would murder infertile women in the past, as they saw them as useless.

The idea of a guide is a male telling a woman what to do. Its kinda sad.

Women try to empower themselves with spirituality, but that just leads to opening them up to being controlled.

You have all these women thinking they’re being empowered being psychic. But all it is doing is taking from their human life. They are dictated to by whatever narcissistic entity is around. If it is their son, their dead husband, whatever. It is another lifetime of devotion and self sacrifice.

All they need to do, collectively, is to go away and find something else to do with their existences. Plan their next lifetime. Reincarnate back to deepest Russia where sexual consent isn’t a thing. Where they can murder errant women without penalty. Fuck their daughters. Beat their wives.

I have found women healers claiming to help with psychic attack are just there to make women more submissive. So that these male entities “have” to force them less. Its all part of the same thing. Carrot and stick.

Creating this chaos to make themselves feel important.

Its a lack of acceptance of what life actually is. What a human being is.